Tonight I went to a ‘gong meditation’ which means that every cell in my body vibrated for about 45 minutes to various gong sounds or tones and by the end of the session, I felt like I was the halleluliah chorus in person.
It was good way to start the year and to end the week, and to get in tune to fly tomorrow to visit my children and family for three weeks.
However, this evening’s gong was so mellow-making that I’m not going to write anything more here, now. I’m going to continue to enjoy the sensation of being at one with my physical body and of ‘nothing matters’ – not even blogging again which has been something I’ve been feeling like doing for days - and yet never actually sat down and wrote any of the thoughts and impressions that I’ve been ‘collecting’ recently.
An old and non-serving voice in me says I should ‘uv been here on this site more because that’s what I’d decided I wanted to do; and something more ME in me is saying oh pooey, someday it’ll feel right and when it does, I will. Right now, I’m just drawn to jotting this lines in order to be here momentarily; I’m not hiding but I’m not really willing to take/make the time right now to be truly visible either. Not tonight.
Right now, I’m going to wallow in what’s still going on inside me from the vibrations of the big sonorous gong. Tomorrow I’ll fly. At the end of the month I’ll be back and my guess is that it’ll be for much more than a few token lines . . .. to show that
I AM REALLY HERE.
1 comment:
I feel you REALLY HERE! Even though you didn't write as much as you thought you should I still feel he vibration of who you are and it reminds me of who I am. Looking forward to our paths crossing at some point!
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